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Got my eyes blood red I been working like a dog baby I wonder now if the people really love me You can't take this shit from me And you look so lovely We can vibe, but I'm busy with my craft And I'd love to stay and chat But it's just so ugly Just so ugly Demons follow me, I can't breathe babe If you're with me, then you know how to please me We can bond over cheesecake We can talk, maybe freeze frame Brothers got me if the sun setting low I'll know the job's done if we sold out the show Until then, won't you give a guy a chance Speaking from the heart, I don't need no advance Life is like a carousel, you spin me right around Piece together puzzles, but some new ones always found She sang a song of sorrow, and I listened to the sounds Sat together solemnly, I hope I made her proud Life is like a carousel, you spin me right around Piece together puzzles, but some new ones always found She sang a song of sorrow, and I listened to the sounds Sat together solemnly, I hope I made her proud Childproofed car doors with the windows cracked open I stuck my hand out to feel the breeze My dad freaked Triple tied shoes and bubble wrapped vests Helicopters circling the premises We snuck out to grab Wendy's and listen to Earl Sweats Asking why you got so many necklace Hid the messages when he came to check on me Then flipped like reciprocated distaste I ate and I ate Split eighths and saw the man upstairs Asked him if it was too late, a simple IDK What we seek not worth the chase Trust me, I learned it the hard way Sent me back to the place of greyed grass and smooth stones Chiseled from moons of erosions Enumerated implosions and supernovas The cycle of birth and death and rebirth and research All clues that point nowhere and everywhere all at once Shit that I pondered sitting at lunch Munching on spicy chicken sandwiches And 2% milk cartons propped open Some people I don't talk to anymore Gossiping about people I don't care about What's there to say? It's just a hunch