Gene Snyder (feat. Christian V.)

(Lani) One foot in the grave and the other kicking rocks Pack up all your shit and stash it in the fuckin' box To the left The minutes and the seconds turn to hours Hands up in the air, finna recharge the power Studying the game, but the top is a monopoly The leaf is turning over from a tragedy to comedy Anything I'd do for him to tell me that he's proud of me Respect is something earned not expected coming out of me Lani on the beats, fast foward to the fame F*ck all of those trends, boutta pave our own lane I've been bowling for some soup, sauce been clouding up my vision Pulp done got me juiced up, making memories from fiction Lost a lot of homies from some unexpected friction We done struggled for so long that we gave up on the mission Gashes too deep to look at band-aids for fixing But the ones I got now worth more than a million Bombing on the beat like I'm Timothy McVeigh Hide away my flaws, built with fuckin' feet of clay Searching for so long, found the needle in the hay Sewn together. make the words put the food up on my plate Eatin' wack rappers, couldn't put together subtext Dangling the candy, running laps, full of unrest Swinging from the trees, I'm a real jazz Tarzan Flow so addicting, need an extra dose of Narcan I been stuck inside a place that I hate, facing reality Accepting that the man in front of me is who I'm bound to Even though I wanna create My personality is nothing but the surface level shit you see around you And all I wanna be are things that I'm not Dreaming in front of me I'm aching as I run and see it hanging from a string Then I discover that it's already rot So when I wake up in the morning I'm exhausted Cause I been sleeping way too long and now the cost is Living the same way I been living for years If I've made any type of progress then I've lost it Hardly any time since when I repeat the process Wish I could do it while I'm already here Spend every day just reminiscing on my losses