Nineteen

Life used to be frightening But now that I'm nineteen The monsters aren't under my bed They're all in my head I'm inviting You all to my party The childish things I have said I'll make sure they're dead Used to be scared of the dark Now I'm scared I'll fall apart And I was just a child But I haven't been one in a while And I think that they took her Cuz I'm scared of eating sugar And why am I still scared of the dark? Now I don't cry nightly I inhale with lightning The world has all come to a halt And it's all my fault It's not surprising that I won't eat the icing It's calories and I'm an adult This party's my fault Used to be scared of the dark Now I'm scared I'll fall apart And I was just a child But I haven't been her in a while And I think that they took her Cuz I'm scared of eating sugar And why? why? why? Am I? Am I? Why? Why? Why? Am I? Am I? Am I? I'm afraid that if I fall asleep everyone I love will leave But I know that it's not true Because I've got all of you And I'm so very thankful To have you at my table And why did I keep you in the dark? And why did I keep you from my heart? Everyone's a fake Everyone's a fool Everyone will take And everyone will rule Everyone will rule