unhealthy habits

I thought I got rid of you but welcome back You're haunting my dreams why are you doing that You were never even my guy yet your energy takes and leaves me dry Toxic and bad behavior what's new Starts the second you walk in my room I'm putting you to the side Go ahead, blame the time But if you want me treat me right the first time The cycle is ending I know you're capable you just don't want to try So why is it hard to let you go when I know you cause my sorrow Got me losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind Letting you go For the last try Lust is a rollercoaster rush I think you care just because we touched Your unhealthy habits bring me down Fully aware but still out here your clown Bet it surprised you when I stopped Picking up the phone and pulling up Dropped your bags quit your game of tag Hope you miss the best that you never had I'm putting you to the side Go ahead, blame the time But if you want me treat me right the first time The cycle is ending I know you're capable you just don't want to try So why is it hard to let you go when I know you cause my sorrow Got me losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind Letting you go For the last try Why do you do me like this Why's it so complicated Why do you do me like this Why's it so complicated Why do you do me like this Why's it so complicated