Your Own Design

So much for feeling like I belong I thought that I was getting through to you I guess that I was the fool all along Thinking that you could change Thinking that things would be different oh yeah I guess that I was wrong You never even cared to try Why did I ever think you'd be considerate? There's so much that I want to say But I'm exhausted from your poison There's so much that I want to say But you won't hear it I'm over it Being under you I'm making my path forging anew I don't need you I never did Now you're seeing first hand (that I) I really don't belong (and I never did) So much for feeling like I had a family in you there is only calamity a twisted nightmare of your own design I guess that I was right all along Thinking that things would change Thinking you shared my interest oh yeah I don't care that I was a fool I've known who you were sick and disturbed So obnoxious and selfabsorbed There's so much that I want to say But I'm exhausted from your poison There's so much that I want to say But you won't hear it I'm over it Being under you I'm making my path forging anew I don't need you I never did Now you're seeing first hand (that I) I really don't belong (and I never did) So much for feeling like I had a family in you there is only calamity a twisted nightmare of your own design