A Million Years

Saving face only saves yourself From the guilt of knowing the pain that you caused You can hide behind your technicalities Claim it wasn't how you intended things But in the end, the scene's still littered with your prints Sooner will a million years elapse And table salt blossom in the spring Before you accept the charges in your name And I can breathe out the breath that I've held in When hell freezes over I'll still be here Waiting for closure That you'll never bring And that's on me Every time we fight, I get a whiff of gasoline It permeates the air, every time that you speak Telling me what I perceived was wrong Your false memories the only ones you count As if my tears were spontaneous raindrops Sooner will a million years elapse And table salt blossom in the spring Before you accept the charges in your name And I can breathe out the breath that I've held in When hell freezes over I'll still be here Waiting for closure That you'll never bring And that's on me Holding hope can get so tiring Leaving the porch lights gets so expensive But despite the odds, I can't move on And that's on me They tell me that I should know better Losing sleep's not worth your apology But despite it all, I can't move on And that's on me That's on me Sooner will a million years elapse And table salt blossom in the spring Before you accept the charges in your name And I can breathe out the breath that I've held in When hell freezes over I'll still be here Waiting for closure That you'll never bring And that's on me That's on me