Hard Loving

How could I have been so blind? Why haven’t I found out ? That you that you don’t love me anymore Happy pictures on the wall Oh, it’s so hard to ignore All the things that we have been through And every time you say my name I feel you’re not in love I know I’m loosing you Does loving me have to be so hard? Lying, smiling, holding hands we might try to still be friends Oh, boy I would like you to stay! It’s so hard to say «Goodbuy»  I try to hide the truth that in my eyes I know she can’t love you like I do The good times that made us laugh Oh, I don’t feel like I’m strong enough Is your heart a stony heart? And every time you look this way You touch my heart My world turns ups and down But now everything just fell apart So I put on my make up Put on a happy friendly smile And if anyone asks me I say that I’m fine Tell me babe what do you feel inside? Why on Earth do you think she can love you more than me?! I was sure that you’re were mine And every day the sun was shining But now I see it was all a dream Why the truth is so unkind Got to get out my mind And I’ve got to be without you I should forget I’m sure I’ll find a real nice guy I’m serious!