Vandal

It may all be in vein So douse me out like a candle's flame In a hurricane Or let me feel something That'll bring me to my knees Proliferate my suffering Concentrate on nothing clean What is left inside of me Holding down on the pedal Without a single regard for tomorrow It'll be a tough act to follow Down in the flames From once I came I'm so hard to handle Live my life as a vandal Take it from me This cannot be sustained So watch me separate Watch me separate From everything How many times should I explain How this life eats away at my brain I'm so numb Overdosing novacaine A blind rage I can't see Missing parts Internally Either fix me Or leave me be I see the world as it revels But I'm the creator of this hollow I refused to fight it all so the truth is hard to swallow Down in the flames From once I came I'm so hard to handle Live my life as a vandal Take it from me This cannot be sustained So watch me separate Watch me separate From everything Watch me separate from everything again Here's to the blackout