Disaster

You can just make out the ghost on the landing when the sun goes down I've been bouncing my daydreams off the walls just to hear a sound Now it's Sunday night and all the light evacuated this town Overstayed my welcome still a tourist after all these years I would have checked in, but my reflection took its time to get here I should've reached out, but all my doubts never disappeared It's inevitable really That our signals to the world get misunderstood And you've been trying to make it easy It's a chemical reaction And I probably wouldn't change it if I could Waiting for disaster to turn to something good Four in the morning and I wasn't sure if you were awake Pulling weeds out in the garden but it didn't quite take It's getting harder to pretend that I am not gonna break I'm not gonna break I'm not gonna break Out on the pavement all the pagans getting reckless and dumb They're dosing heavy and forgetting all the places they're from Blur your eyes and you'll see you're not the only one You're not the only one And I know it's unfamiliar But this feeling means you're human after all Just when you were losing faith It's a chemical reaction Just like a leaf that's holding onto fall Waiting for disaster Well, the muse left me in rapture, stretched me out until I couldn't see the lines You're a million miles away out there I know, I counted it out a million times When you asked me how I'm sleeping if I'm following the news I got so much inspiration but there's just nothing I can use Well, the pounding and the beating every time I'm on the line I can't turn it all away again, I wish I could get nothing on my mind Mind Four in the morning and I wasn't sure if you were awake Just calling to tell you that it never was a matter of faith It's getting harder to pretend that I am not gonna break I'm not gonna break I am not gonna break I'm not gonna break I am not gonna break