Who I'd Rather Be (Please Help Me)

Stuck on the inside, staring out Watching people as they go about Living their lives on the outside Stare at the door, wanting to leave Trapped by the webs of my own weave Want to live life, instead I hide Please help me (help me) I'm confined by my anxiety (anxiety) But want to rejoin society Please help me (help me) Please help me (please help me) Please help me Around me, shadows always surround Threat'ning to grind me into the ground Darkness so complete, can't see the sky (sky) The storm in my mind, blotting out light A raging torment, an endless fight Clouds so dark they make me want to die (die) Please help me (help me) I'm imprisoned by my depression (depression) But seeking a way of suppression Please help me (help me) Please help me (please help me) Please help me Standing on the ledge, frozen by fear Nobody around, no one is near The loneliness stabbing at my heart (heart) Isolation is tearing me down Is ever-y face wearing a frown Surrounded by people, but still apart (apart) Please help me (help me) I'm ensnared by my isolation (isolation) But hoping for more integration Please help me (help me) Please help me (please help me) Please help me I need a change, a new way to survive Something better than this life I contrive A life of light and joy, without any dread (dread) Sunshine and friends, a world full of laughter A life I don't have to regret after Help me find a way for the hope to spread Please help me (help me) From this darkness, I want to be free (to be free) Hear this, my last and final plea (plea) Please help me Become who I'd rather be Please help me (help me) Please help me (please help me) Become who I'd rather be Please help me