To Apologize

So I am up in the open wind So high the sky I fly Miles from home I take a chance again I sing (iiieeeee) Plan based on faith Money to risk it all Have I come this far Only to take a fall I sing (iiieeeee) I see you in skin So pale, thin, kissed by the winter's glow And I gasping for air, reeling it in With you standing there And I coming to you For you Or me To apologize again All these miles Myself alone again Walk to pass time All wasted? I sing (iiieeeee) Window shop again Soul search checked out (Iiieeeee) I know, I've got to climb Out of this sorrow I see you in skin So pale, thin, kissed by the winter's glow And I gasping for air, reeling it in With you standing there And I coming to you For you Or me To apologize again And I want to know where to go When it shows, and it wont stop I call I wait for time to fade and I don't hear, you've disappeared I came this far to make amends A bloodline to claim Who am I to you When you've done it all solo Can you face it Am I all done, push to fade it Will you accept, this father in flesh Decades past, can we try again Your smiles embraced Encased, as I fly away back home And I, gasping for air, reeling it in A chance I took for love And I, came to you Only for me To apologize