Harsh vigor

Oh if I could only taste it once, the wound A source that i would not mind to waste, the flow Neither the ether nor the desire gets near it, the glow As fleshless ease, as amber above all ally, it mends Imagined it's real and I felt a gracious breeze and relief It's said it's Death would came across and question the intention Youth with trembling gaze or unending thirst for incarnate A fair collide of bribe, goodwill and mischief, after all Don't forget the pact we did, a harsh and sealed coexistence Reveal the since oppressed vigor to thrive to confront my demise