I Don't Know, Do You?

I've been feeling jaded Figuring out why you hated Everything that I once said I'll probably just wind up dead Wondering how I made it I've been too faded From my past that you always knew I can never get a hold of you anymore A different place every night Facing the truth that hides With all the lies that I find Losing sight of my mind Getting stuck with this wasted youth Stretching time is all I ever do I'll probably just wind up dead Wondering how I made it I've been too faded From my past that you always knew I can never get a hold of you anymore I'm breaking through the wall I've never been so small You don't know what I lack You never call me back I wonder when's the right time? Just looking at the skyline I'll probably just wind up dead Wondering how I made it I've been too faded From my past that you always knew I can never get a hold of you anymore I'll probably just wind up dead Wondering how I made it I've been too faded From my past that you always knew I can never get a hold of you anymore