Inside Jokes

Nothing's the same as it used to be Photographs and memories lost in time Mirrored efforts and personal effects Taped up But you still have all of the sweatshirts I gave you You wore one last week But you weren't there with me now were you You make me feel so fucking sick You kept me safe up in your comfort zone Right where you like me We're not friends I'm all alone I guess it's because I pushed too far or tried too hard I miss your smile and the way we used to laugh Without you feels like staring at the sun for too long It feels like withering away It feels like giving up too Without you feels like drowning underneath a frozen lake It feels like you can't escape Like you can't get out from under It feels like blowing away Like you've lost your home Without you feels miserable We have not spoke in what feels like years Was that the last time that I'd see your face I tried my damn best but I wasn't worth the chase You lied Fake promises, a conversation piece Our last It's sad to say that this just wasn't for me Maybe this is for the best But I cannot rest when I miss your laugh