Never Lose

I never lose, know a couple dudes very confused Smiling on the outside but inside its the blues Struggling thru, anxiety, depression it's true But you would never know it, cause they always joking with you Started scoping view, clearly seeing they ways Noticed cues and clues, there was nothing to say Every time I bring it up they'd say I'm bugging huh Always tried to brush it off like it was nothing huh Told em they was frontin, now it's too late and I feel at fault Like I should've done more as a friend to show support Now every single two eleven you stay in my thoughts Cause that's when I started seeing the reports, now you dead and gone Still I, never lose lose lose Never lose lose lose Never lose lose lose Cause I've been thru depression, stressing fighting deep inside And I been missing blessings contemplating suicide Still every days a lesson, I'm just learning bout my pride While focusing on things to keep me trying to stay alive. Stay alive, live, live Yea, yo I never lose, know a younger girl lost in the world Plus she got a little prince without the diamonds and pearls Baby daddy in and outta jail, running the streets Never paying child support, flashing cash on IG She got a only fans to balance out her low self esteem And read the comments every day how's she's a beautiful queen So in her head, she believing everything that she reads No longer focused on the truth, it's like she's living a dream Her son stays with her momma, she just drop em of daily And what's crazy is most don't even know she got her a baby Popping pills to leave reality, in fact All them drugs got her feeling trapped But she don't get it and she never will, dazed n confused An example of a mindset, broke and abused Sadly it's true, some in it and they don't even know Real life sitcom, we binge watching the show. Still I Will never lose lose lose Never lose lose lose Never lose lose lose Cause I've been thru depression, stressing fighting deep inside And I've been missing blessings contemplating suicide Still every days a lesson, I'm just learning bout my pride While focusing on things to keep me trying to stay alive, stay alive, live, live Cause I will never lose No matter what you do, ooo, ooo Said I will never lose Cause I've been thru depression, stressing fighting deep inside And I've been missing blessings contemplating suicide Still every days a lesson, I'm just learning bout my pride While focusing on things to keep me trying to stay alive, stay alive, live, live