Wish I Wasn't This Way

It's demanding Trying to lighten your mood When I'm pissed off with the way Things went south Down, down But I stayedl Like I stayed before Your hands were all over me Just like I'm over you Just like I'm over you I lost my mind about a year ago And that's all I can say I've been fighting the impulse To pack and move away Yeah, there's so much I wanna do I'm just too paralyzed to do it I know it makes no sense to you To me, there's nothing to it Wish I was this way I wish I wasn't this way It's lonely Sitting in the dining room across from you Are we happy with the way things turned out? Maybe Am I too much? Or not enough? If I leave will you remember me? Cause I'll remember you Yeah, I'll remember you I lost my mind about a year ago And that's all I can say I've been fighting the impulse To pack and move away Yeah, there's so much I wanna do I'm just too terrified to do it I know it makes no sense to you To me, there's nothing to it Wish I was this way I wish I wasn't this way Whatever year it might be Doesn't matter I'm still crazy for you Whatever year it might be Doesn't matter I'm still crazy for you I lost my mind about a year ago And that's all I can say I've been fighting the impulse To pack and move away Yeah, there's so much I wanna do I'm just to paralyzed to do it I know it makes no sense to you To me, there's nothing to it Wish I was this way I wish I wasn't this way I wish I wasn't this way I wish I wasn't this way