Nervous

My voice climbs back into my throat everytime When that person says hi Doesn't matter who it is I get nervous Sitting in the hallway Drinking a coffee Staring at my phone screen They walk up to me I don't know what to say I sit there as they talk If I'm feeling too uncomfortable I might get up and walk My voice climbs back into my throat everytime When that person says hi Doesn't matter who it is I get nervous Sitting at my desk Looking down at my phone screen again They sit next to me I want to work up the nerve to speak But the words that I think never come out of my mouth I'm too anxious I can't help it I try and try but I don't know how to fix it My voice climbs back into my throat everytime When that person says hi Doesn't matter who it is I get nervous Hey eh eh eh eh Hey eh eh eh eh My voice climbs back into my throat everytime It gets harder to breathe and harder all the time I'm working backward and backward instead of forward for some reason I can't explain it And when people ask me about it I don't know what to say Cuz I'm trying and trying But I'm staying in one place I don't know how to move forward I wish I knew someone who understood Because then it might be easier To reach out when I believed I could My voice climbs back into my throat everytime When that person says hi Doesn't matter who it is I get nervous