Irony

I hear my friends say "Thought you were done with him?" Oh here comes the cliche "Thought you were never gonna see him again?” I remember what I said Oh yes, I remember what I said I hear my friends go "When are you gonna start loving someone?” Oh now I just don't know I don't know how to control my feelings I’m done All I know is that I'm not ready for it Not ready for it It’s ironic I'm dumb enough to keep hanging onto something I know won't come back It’s ironic I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me now cold and black I hear myself go “Will I ever see things the same way?” I, I just don’t know I don’t know how to cover up these feelings I’m done All I know is that I'm not ready for it I’m done All I know is that I'm not ready for it Not ready for it It’s ironic I'm dumb enough to keep hanging onto something I know won't come back It’s ironic I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me now cold and black It’s ironic I honestly didn’t expect you to become the person I look down on the most. You know what? I didn’t think I would either. You sure did change a lot huh? I know, I know neither of us ever wanted this. If you don’t change the way you are now, I think you’ll be stuck there forever. Well what can I do? I’ve already messed up enough to realize how much of a mess I’ve become. Why don’t you ask yourself, what you REALLY want in life? What I… really want…is… I can’t save you, I’m just a 6 year old you. You’re the one who’s living the present. It’s ironic I'm dumb enough to keep hanging onto something I know won't come back It’s ironic I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me now cold and black