Drowning In Gray

I sit in my room To contemplate All the reasons why Why am I here, why must I live Through these grieving times Overwhelmed by hurt Deep inside my soul A quick ending to this all I lose my self-control With the noose clutched in my hands You can't understand This blatant travesty Has become part of me Drifting through the seas of sorrow Condemned to Fade away from my life, From the lies I place the rope around my throat And close my eyes Falling down towards the ground The choking sounds Finally I will see the way