Blight

Here I am deserted into my illness again. And I'm drowning deep down, within the fade Sinking down, paling under the hopeless rain And forsaken searching for a peaceful shade In solitude shouting for decades Decades of gloom I buried Buried inside my chest In despair I wither and yet, You're still far away Instant memories flee, it drains with thee Burning with hate, hate is all I feel Dreadly blind, dead, but now I see These scars I can't, I can't heal In solitude shouting for decades Decades of gloom I buried Buried inside my chest In despair I wither and yet You're still far away Here, I am deserted into my illness again And I'm drowning deep down within the fade Sinking down, paling under the hopeless rain And forsaken searching for a peaceful shade