Thanatophobia.

Oh I'm scared That I'll have to go For some time For a while Oh I'm scared Of being by myself Because of my Issues of mine Oh, mine And I love you So damn much That it drives me Insane And without you I feel broken But my mind Just isn't sure yet Cause I'm so scared Oh I'm scared Oh I'm scared Yes yes yes Oh I'm scared Oh I'm a bitch I'm fearful Of losing you I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why But I sure Hate myself for it It And I've loved you That it drives me Insane I feel broken But my mind Just isn't sure yet Cause oh I'm scared Oh I'm scared Oh I'm scared Oh I'm scared Oh I'm so scared I'm so scared babe Oh I'm so scared Oh I'm scared Yes yes yes Why do I Still cry at my Own failures Own failures I'm tryna be Better For you I hope that this Is all gonna be worth it If I Have my wife