Wonder

I've been waiting for this moment my whole life And the cards I was dealt with this made me just roll the dice Now my roof look like just one of them summer nights Bitch look like Halle Berry, she wanna come spend the night And it's life, if you f*ck up then you can go get it right That's how I win when you know that you can go on a fight You a pussy nigga, bet you don't know what the women like I had Kristina, I had Divas, they also fucked up my life But they also told me niggas gon' switch up and leave your sight That's why I keep the strap on my side if you wanna try I believe in me, but I don't believe in none of these guys I'm a gift to wear, I wrap this shit up like it's Christmas time Niggas sell they soul, like this an open forbidden sign Like I'm racist, I'm a lay, get myself, I don't need your kind They that hate it, water boil, evade it, leave em behind They never wanna see me shine, but I do it for me this time Spooky Bitch, thought I was done nigga Choppa lookin' like a super wrestler with tons in it Choppa lookin' like a high school musical with drums in it Pockets lookin' like they overweight cause they got funds in em I gave you niggas my whole life, can I get one minute Daddy was a divvy, but it's okay cause his son did it And I got like two bitches on me and I'm just one nigga But it's okay cause they just know that I am that nigga High but my parents couldn't follow in they platform Let em blame it on the fact that I'm they last born Try to speak on the fact I think our paths torn But black families treat mental health like that's borin' F*ck it, I'ma focus on me They said that it is more important that I get a degree But I dropped out of college cause I couldn't believe That I was spending hundred thousands on shit I could learn free You gotta pay out of pocket if you wanna achieve Your own biggest critic, yeah, you harder to please Gotta watch your back because they movin' like smeez The real world never frontin', that's your biggest relief I really wonder if they know what I wanna be Stable home, stable family, live comfortably Finally make it to the top that they talk about Not worried bout the people who'll be under me