right by you

I told you once I won't tell you again We ain't kids no more Let's stop playing pretend Only halfway through And I know it's the end You don't wanna be lovers And I don't wanna be friends It never really ended Cuz it never really started These habits you've adopted Is this what you wanted Anything you needed I got it I pride myself off of my loving And I don't know Any other way to live Why act like you got love to give When you're so fine Sharing me with a stranger You got me feeling like An outlier I'm an outlier Even when I'm right by you I'm on the outside yeah I'm an outlier An outlier And I'm so tired Of sleeping in between you two I lost myself Trying to get you back I lost the time I should have cherished then Every single text Every argument I been trying so hard For something I didn't know existed Doing what you've done Gets you where you been And I've started to move on While you've just began Haven't helped My aura heal from this I'd love to embody happiness And I don't know Any other way to live All I do is give and give So now, I'll take Some time for myself So I never feel like I'm An outlier I'm an outlier Even when I'm right by you I'm on the outside yeah I'm an outlier An outlier And I'm so tired Of sleeping in between you two