CLEAN MY LIFE

I clean my life up Just to come back around And f*ck it up I'll throw it out the window, shut 'em all out I clean my life up But I can't hold it out Drugs and depression and just sitting at home on my couch I fucked my life up Man, suck it up F*ck it I can't blame 'em all for shutting me out, I fucking suck And I can't pick it up I wanna bang it out I'm holding out, for everything I'm holding on Now the jigs up No more tears now I trust myself I'm moving up, I'm moving on, I'm moving on You didn't get me then You're losing now You're stupid wrong They didn't get me then Come get me, yeah Come get it all Yeah I did it all, I did it all, I did everything I wanted Yeah they really didn't want me And now, I think I'm all they talk about The money's falling now The money's falling out my pockets when I walk around I'm getting older I'm still not getting taller now The shit I tolerate, that's what I'm about Ain't it funny how some people in your life Come in just to cause some strife? I'm in hell Or is this heaven? I'm seeing number seven's My base is so aggressive I'm sorry God for what I've let in I finally learned You're testing me I think I got the message I make it look so effortless I'm a breath of fresh air like peppermint Man, f*ck being relevant I paint a picture so vivid I talk it how I live it I'm in my mind like a prison I'm in my mind like I'm living I'm in my mind, now I'm gifted You gotta get the picture man