Soul Rap

They say that the days they fade away But the ones that remain are the ones filled with so much pain They say that the days the fade away Well I have found my peace They say that the days they fade away but the ones that remain are the ones filled with so much fucking pain yet somehow in some way I still found peace within me Been giving my thanks every day yeah been watching my step yet never delayed yeah space time interacting never dismayed for its a law in physics and I remain They say that the days they fade away But the ones that remain are the ones filled with so much pain They say that the days the fade away Well I have found my peace Take it back to the old days sitting in the park only trying to play my childhood did fade away a 12 year old 2010 be the date Puffin and puffin away euphoria left of the brain vice versa flipped it on its head sobriety was my new high and being elevated was my new life From a hobby to habituality from my teens to my eternity I am burned out no form of shouts and drown out the fuckin muthafuckin doubts why Because I been doing this for too long and now it's a part of me permanent The only times I'm slipping is when I'm out gone slitting the necks of them that creepin and waiting sitting and hoping for the day I'm gone to lay to waste to all that which I've done Slashing and bashing when clashing and smashing for lashing and stashing while burning and ashing them out For doing the things they've done for the things they've said and never did Still expecting me to pull the weight for them they bring alongside of them then I'm gonna be acting like it were a gift unto me sitting there with awe now I see them be They say that the days they fade away But the ones that remain are the ones filled with so much pain They say that the days the fade away Well I have found my peace