Jesus, Etc., Amen

I don't want to be in heaven forever I don't want be in the grasp of a lover who's not getting better I don't want to be digging into my skin to feel something I don't want to be dancing alone listening to nothing I don't want to be stuck inside of infinity forever Running through my mind, over again Jesus, Etc., Amen Running through my mind, over again Jesus, Etc., Amen I don't want to be seated at the right hand of the Father I don't want to grow up any longer being my Mother's daughter I don't want to rise up into that house in the sky I don't want to be an angel, God, I just want to die I don't want to stick around for too long, just want to finish what I started Running through my mind, over again Jesus, Etc., Amen Running through my mind, over again Jesus, Etc., Amen Lay my aching head somewhere and let go Hoping not to lose my life, I hope I don't lose my life I hope God doesn't take my soul