Watch Me Bleed

(Verse 1) Lay my heart out so you see Im trapped on a land where they say we're free My role model unfortunately had to leave I died too that day rest in peace Cold hearted a war was started inside of me A touchy topic I could of stopped it I let you be (Frustration)I just let you be Now i struggle with guilt and fight insanity Road is long just fatal and I I sip a beer with a tear sayin cheers to the sky I will not fear it is clear we living to die Yeah we living to die So why judge me trying to get a piece of the pie I did my work in dirty now im living it right "I'm I living it right?" "I guess you isn't if you thinking it twice." In Palm a pair dice 20 I get a 7 Corona that's chilled on ice to me that sounds like heaven It sounds like heaven I'm counting blessing (Hook) I guess you can say I never loved myself The pain runs deep I guess you say I never asked for help Just Watch me bleed I guess you say that I'm careless I'm guessing that this is what fair is I guess you can say I never loved myself The pain runs deep I guess you say I never asked for help Just Watch me bleed Just watch me bleed Just watch me bleed (Verse 2) It's been a while since I've smiled I'm loosing hope Alot of people like my style and think I'm dope No black mild or swishers cuz that shit kills the throat Un 24 de Modelo cuz that's how we cope I ride alone in the darkest of hours Drunk and stoned Off a cone yellin f*ck you cowards I'm not afraid I'm slave when it come to adrenaline Its what I crave you call it brave that's me being genuine Im go nuts man the hell with this planet No one to trust "they wouldnt notice you vanish" Alguen dile a mi jefa that I sure didn't plan this Mi vida Loca shit sounds deeper in Spanish Y a mi jefe much love for raising a Savage We don't see eye to eye but that's the way things are I hear his laughs about my dreams of being a star It's like a dagger to chest a wound that don't heal I Learn to cope with the pain and deal with the spill Ain't know faking the funk thats just how I feel that's just how I feel Now listen closely cuz my music is real (Hook) I guess you can say I never loved myself The pain runs deep I guess you say I never asked for help Just Watch me bleed Just watch me bleed Just watch me bleed