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I showed my best side , yeah I swear I really tried I'm not just anybody I'm a different kind I swear my brain kinda faulty , there's two different guys Am I just next on a list? Am I just itemised? This shit go kinda deep '24 , f*ck everybody , I'll go like 5 a week Don't paste my eyes on the internet , it's so hard to see Feel like I lost that half that really made me It's so easy to write when I don't think of you I lost my personality & that different mood But I'm gon get that back It left me awake now Tied to my bed at home It's so easy fake now Action my death , you grow yeah So little presence on the internet now Cover my brain with the glass , I'm on the way out I swear to god I feel your lies come through your face , ow Hang off the wall by my teeth , this shit feel great now It's so hard again I miss who I was , now I pretend Grind my bones into dust & I said "f*ck the rest" Running thoughts say "f*ck you" & now I'm dead Know I seem easy bout it I don't look the same & you seem erratic Oh it's such a shame F*ck it's such a shame I showed my best side , yeah I swear I really tried I'm not just anybody I'm a different kind I swear my brain kinda faulty , there's two different guys Am I just next on a list? Am I just itemised? This shit go kinda deep '24 , f*ck everybody , I'll go like 5 a week Don't paste my eyes on the internet , it's so hard to see Feel like I lost that half that really made me I just feel so numb I just feel so done with this Cover my lungs real quick I didn't sign for this I'm just not meant for that shit I just worry about it All the time , all the time Cut off sound? I would die I swear I really tried