Gods (will)

Find me somewhere by the water, I need peace and better thoughts Try to tag along inside the crowd, I'm getting lost Drunk a little, talk too much, smoke a leaf, I cannot talk PTSD, paranoia, act so hard, I'm really soft F*ck a quota, if I need it, I'ma get it, f*ck the cost You can't stumble on the truth, you gotta go and clear the fog F*ck the news, that little ting a Fox, can she kick it If not, I'm kicking rocks If you always looking down, it get hard to see the top If you always be around, it won't miss you when you not I've been running up and down, trying to find a better spot Seems that everything I am, turn me into what I'm not Everybody sound the same, I'm just whispering my thoughts Man, I tried to take a break, and I started getting lost Time to get my mind right, time's up, time to really read the signs right Life's tough, still amazed by all the bright lights Still, the sun my only limelight Time to get my mind right, time's up, time to really read the signs right Life's tough, still amazed by all the bright lights Still, the sun my only limelight Wish you could run from the pain Wish you could love me and stay Wish it was always the same But some things need to change And I'm too afraid To tell it to your face Wish you could run from the pain Wish you could love me and stay Wish it was always the same But some things need to change And I'm too afraid To tell it to your face To tell it to your face Wish you could run from the pain Wish you could love me and stay Wish it was always the same But some things need to change And I'm too afraid To tell it to your face Oh, I can't tell it to your face