Try Again

I try and try again I'm losing my own head Time feels so pretend, I know im a mess It's like at night I stay up late and always thinking of you And when I sleep I'm seeing dreams of you I'm getting sick of you I'm feeling this addiction and I thought that I was killing you Seems I'm just killing myself Every night I have a drink or two Maybe I'm a mess and I thought that I really grew It's so cynical, my life in intervals I try to give it time But my time for life is minuscule Glad I finished school Cool, I could get a job but see this rapping what I really do I try and try again I'm losing my own head Time feels so pretend I know im a mess