I Just Don't Know

Something feels wrong Just a feeling, Can't quite figure it out yet A great discomfort in my core Something is wrong I can feel it. Can't quite work it out just yet Feel even more concerned right now Getting anxious I cannot control it and it freaks me out My mind won't rest at night for sleep Feeling tired I feel myself in this endless spiral now Will it ever end I wonder Sinking deeper To the dark place that is now controlling me Negativity all I know Where to go now Will I escape this place like I did last time Or is its hold on me final Leaving the dark place I've escaped for now I can smile again Happy until it changes back