devil may cry

No one ever told me there'd be nights like this I'm just tryna' f*ck you on this perc right quick Think I lost control, I felt my right hand twitch I know that she don't love me I've been through this shit She treat me like her liquor, swallow every sip I know I'm getting close I felt my heartrate dip Flirting with the devil and her bright red lips She put me in a trance the way she move them hips I'm a different lifeform I'm a' shed some light on 'em COVID mask I'll slide for 'em Once I love you I'd die for you I'm a' make the time for you One too many nights I would sleep in bed and cry for you I would pray for better days God just take the pain away People change and feelings fade Please don't say you love me I'm Nowitzki with the fadeaway I just take it day by day You could never understand me I guess we just come from different places When I finally sleep I see familiar faces Once I love you that's forever, don't care what the case is I just draw your name in all the blank spaces The nights are always hard, I don't care how my day went I don't feel shit, sorry if I've been vacant Life's just been too hard for me and I can't take it Always tell me "It's not you" but that shit don't make sense I know that I'm not special, you found a replacement No one ever told me there'd be nights like this I'm just tryna' f*ck you on this perc right quick Think I lost control, I felt my right hand twitch I know that she don't love me I've been through this shit She treat me like her liquor, swallow every sip I know I'm getting close I felt my heartrate dip Flirting with the devil and her bright red lips She put me in a trance the way she move them hips You can see it in my eyes The devil may cry tonight Got a vision of these blinding lights Girl it's just another Friday night Hiding all the feelings that I can't confide I don't wanna' die but it feels so right I don't even eat, don't got no appetite I would trade it all just for try I just want someone to come and hold me tight I just need someone to tell me it's alright "You gon' make it through but it's gon' take some time" I had people I called brother I ain't talk to in months I know I said it once, these drugs they help me when I'm stuck I said I needed help but wasn't nobody pulling up I never walk alone, I got this blade up on me tucked This my fucking life, girl I wish I made it up No one ever told me there'd be nights like this I'm just tryna' f*ck you on this perc right quick Think I lost control, I felt my right hand twitch I know that she don't love me I've been through this shit She treat me like her liquor, swallow every sip I know I'm getting close I felt my heartrate dip Flirting with the devil and her bright red lips She put me in a trance the way she move them hips No one ever told me there'd be nights like this I'm just tryna' f*ck you on this perc right quick Think I lost control, I felt my right hand twitch I know that she don't love me I've been through this shit She treat me like her liquor, swallow every sip I know I'm getting close I felt my heartrate dip Flirting with the devil and her bright red lips She put me in a trance the way she move them hips