Relly Wanna Tell You

Could have been a million miles away instead I scratched my head I looked down Didn't feel the ground, forgot I existed You know those quiet moments all alone that stay not invited your inside it Can't make it go away it's not your day don't fight it let it I won't try to hide it everyone looks at me and these sore eyes, don't sympathize, empathize I'm only human I sound robotic What is it? Really wanna tell you Really wanna tell you What goes on inside my head But I don't really know how to express it So I will keep it buried deeply hidden Close my eyes go back to bed I got the feeling doesn't feel needed Gotta go through it Find the needle in the haystack hiding try to vibe with it and eventually I'm living What's this paradigm in time I've found myself lost on a dime make this devise new eyes Planning dreaming scheming making my way to another life But what's hurting deeper is the knife that drew quicker than a hug goodbye Erasing all that was and will be evermore lying on the floor defeated Yeah I can't repeat it, my mind was too busy at that time to notice that I was right Didn't listen to my insight but everything was there between our hands so tight Really wanna tell you Really wanna tell you What's goes on inside my head But I don't really know how to express it So I will keep it buried deeply hidden Close my eyes go back to bed Really wanna tell you Really wanna tell you What's goes on inside my head But I don't really know how to express it So I will keep it buried deeply hidden Close my eyes go back to bed I think you were a million miles away always wanting to leave Not stay not happy with all the ways these things go, but that's life, now you know I'll be okay in time for sure but when I think I go more into the levels I am never ready to go I couldn't see that far guess we journeyed on the same rope