die before me

Your energy’s contagious Through the darkest times you’re stable Always acting in my favor Even when i’m at my worst You’ll make the best out of nothing it’s just what you do No matter how hard I try I couldn’t fill your shoes I might come off as crazy but just hear me through oh I hope that you Die before me Cause I couldn’t take being the one who left And I want you alive but not in loneliness So I hope that you Die before me The things i thought i hated Are part of my behavior I hope i keep on changing Till i turn into you (cause) I wanna bend without breaking only like you can Gotta remind myself you’re only human I wanna be your fighter, wanna say I’m right here For the rest of your life I hope that you Die before me Cause I couldn’t take being the one who left And I want you alive but not in loneliness So I hope that you Die before me promise you won’t pretend to be strong for me on days where you’re weak i’ve said a lot of shit i regret, and i’m so sorry i’ll make sure to nurture your scars like you’ve done with mine you are my everything my everywhere all the time I hope that you live forever But if it’s impossible I’ll keep you safe I’ll be around you till your last day