4 Your Earz Only II

FC For your ears only For your ears only, part 2 You were in my dreams last night, I spoke my mind You ain't have much to say but it's fine Something was playing with your head I saw the signs Mumzy in the hospital ain't doing alright You looked at your phone tears burst out your eyes I knew straight away that your mama had died I dropped everything to hold you so tight Warmest embrace and it felt so right Watch your step Watch your step Watch your step cos my head a minefield full of these Don't you know you're still running through my mind like athletes I been acting like your actions, they ain't impact me Keep it up I'll earn an Oscar but I want a Grammy Used to want a family Used to wanna call you wifey Used to wake up and hope it was all just a bad dream Deep convos thought you listened to how I speak Now I realise that loving you was too pricey Too much, Expensive Think too much I'm Pensive Pain pent up I have to pen this Can't speak to no one, been long since we ended Tell me your feelings your thoughts I'm attentive 100s of times I attempted Never I expected, the way we broke My heart broke I had to mend it Mend my soul Gave your heart but only lent it, next day it's sold You should've kept it Conflicting thoughts they're eclectic Love or is it hatred Hatred cos I loved you I got memories collected I won't get explicit but forever we're connected You don't get the message Images flashing in my head like epileptics Regrets or not wont forgive nor forget this Feelings that I had made it hard to accept it Heart got infected and then it turned septic Turned septic, I find it hard to accept it Sweet lies down my ears, sweet lies Sweet lies down my ears Thought I'd be yours for years Turned me cold like a freezer I ain't seen no tears You broke the news to me, stabbed me till my heart rips and tears Never cheated but the way you did me dirty wish I did But Vengeance for kids Rather go harder than I ever fucking did More reps in the gym More cash coming in, you done sinned But I can't hate no more cos the hate will never win If I work 23 hours in a day, then Only 1 I gotta endure the pain, I Gotta meditate or I'll go insane What you did put me in the worst frame Punishing my body least it builds up my frame All the pictures of us wanna look but I refrain Deleted some but most of them I saved I should delete them all but if I'm honest I'm afraid I wish you the best, with your hair business I see you take steps and I'm proud in a sense Been a long while since I lost innocence That just means I've grown up and now I got more sense My love for you was intense Way too immense, gotta cleanse Fade more each stick of incense You won't leave my heart but I'm coming to the terms it's the end Coming to the terms it's the end Coming to the terms it's the end Goodbye aşkım it's the end