Confusing reality

Oh, oh, She's got a heart so pure. That's what makes this so much harder. And I'm left feeling unsure. I don't wanna say I love her, But my feelings can't be denied. I just wanna put it out there, That she's a good person, No lies. And it's so confusing living in this haze, Trying to understand love in these twisted days. But at the end of it all, I have to stay strong. For the sake of our kids, I have to move on. Sometimes I struggle to remember If she truly loves me still. Even though I'm trapped in this nightmare, I'm trying to find the will. I've been pushed into a reality That feels like a never-ending night. I'm sharing these feelings not just for me, But for others caught in this fight. And it's so confusing living in this haze, Trying to understand love in these twisted days. But at the end of it all, I have to stay strong. For the sake of our kids, I have to move on. Sometimes I feel like a scapegoat, Like she's already moved on. I know I'm not that strong inside, But for them, I'll carry on. It's easy for her to justify, And overlook her role in this mess. I don't want to make her seem bad, But the truth is I feel less. And it's so confusing living in this haze, Trying to understand love in these twisted days. But at the end of it all, I have to stay strong. For the sake of our kids, I have to move on. I've always said we have to uplift, To learn from what we've been through. But life isn't perfect, People get hurt, And sometimes I don't know what to do. At the end of the day, I pull myself together. Try to stay positive, No matter the weather. For the kids, I'll keep trying, Even when inside, I'm crying. And it's so confusing living in this haze, Trying to understand love in these twisted days. But at the end of it all, I have to stay strong. For the sake of our kids, I have to move on. Someone who promised to love me, To take care, protect, and stay. Now I'm facing the fact she's left, But the truth is here to stay.