I’m sorry.

I feel so sad and hurt Like I'm gonna throw up My life's unraveling and I'm stuck in this muck My wife is leaving And it's not out of the blue Sorry for the laundry And the things I put you through I know I need to grow up But this pain it's eating me up I know I need to grow up But this pain it's eating me up Nothing's perfect But my life felt like bliss The only thing missing was my own little miss Ooooh oooh My wife is divorcing me And it isn't out of nowhere I see I feel so sad and hurt Like I'm gonna throw up My life's unraveling and I'm stuck in this muck My wife is leaving and it's not out of the blue Sorry for the laundry and the things I put you through I know I need to grow up But this pain It's eating me up Living carefree I ignored the cost And now I'm reckoning with what I've lost Your sacrifice leaving family behind Chose me over others but I was blind You loved our kids yet felt locked away Kept your heart hidden day by day The wedding ring sat in the bowl by the door While your mind wove stories that tore To the life we built so fragile and great Sunsets on Tatooine Our love once innate Why'd I complain about the dishes and chores? It wasn't the tasks but the silence at our core. What's dead beneath these floorboards we tread? Why can't I shake this weight in my head? I remember when I was your anchor Now sinking like the Titanic Spilling oil like a tanker Your mind's a storm that keeps you awake I'm the shadow in the day The past mistake I see echoes of indifference Words unspoken A kiss that doesn't wake A heart that's broken I still loooooooovvve you I still looooooove you Now everything I see reminds me of you Like a ghost of doom You haunt every room I realize too late I'm consumed by gloom [Music break] You offered your heart I fumbled the start Seems I don't fit the part I broke my art I thought my love was my greatest feat But now I see My reality's just defeat Can you blame me for wanting to stay? I just want you back in every way If I could rewind our yesterdays I'd learn to hear your silent cries Be the man you needed then Not the one who caused you pain If the door is closing on us today I'll fight for you, but I'll say okay I'll learn these lessons become less rude