Swan Song (Live from WoodyStock 2019 (feat. Topher Beyer)

Lying awake in the middle of the night Solace for my mind, nowhere in sight I can't seem to bring myself to a better place Nothing seems to take me there; all I see is your face It's been years since I last saw you Before you were taken by the world Another dead statistic Another faded soul How could I look at myself again? Without you staring back at me Now the only time I see myself Is the reflection looking back up from the shattered glass Another drink Another line Another pill Another night I can't do anything right, nothing feels the same Peace doesn't come naturally in my everlasting shame Oh, I'll never forget you I'll never forgive you What you meant to me What you did to me Oh, But how hard it is to keep fighting How hard it is to stay afloat When all I want to do is sink down below To embrace the end and feel pain nevermore Here's a note to you Here's a note to you It's another day, walking alone among the faded leaves The sun nearly set alongside the gentle autumn breeze Useless memories plaguing me, haunting me A silent scream, because I no longer feel Anything I've taken everything from myself No substance can bring me back Jumping from this bridge Is the only peace I've felt Oh, I'll never forget you I'll never forgive you What you meant to me What you did to me Oh, But how hard it is to keep fighting How hard it is to stay afloat When all I want to do is sink down, deep below To embrace the end and feel no pain anymore This is my last goodbye As I fall into the night Memories rush of good times once had But I hit the bottom and all fades to black Finally I feel alive again As the comfortable end takes my hand No more No more Here's a note to me Here's a note to me