Control (Remastered)

I heard from someone you can't both love and control That wasn't you but I thought it was possible Different stories will be told As long as nothing breaks your hold T-t-t-tears in your eyes, hand on my shoulder, deny what you've heard Hand on your heart cause you're so lost for words As your hand slides down my back I try to slide right past As your hand slides down my back I learn to deal with that As your hand slides down my back I learn to deal with that It doesn't always hurt but it's still control It's petty things that add up, always uncomfortable I know stopping them is a lot to ask If I ever leave and there's a reason to come back I swear I'll come Always told to speak up until you do In the abstract, there's nothing wrong with you But the structures I may upset Are not ready to come apart yet That may Never come I know what you will say if it's ever expressed I know it's not really control it's just a way to protect And I project I'm sorry for everything I said but You can't make it leave You can't take it from me I spend too long talking about my feelings So tell me how your day was and that's our evening Maybe a song I can throw on So nothing will go wrong? As your hand slides down my back Say nothing until after the fact As your hand slides down my back I'll learn to deal with that It's understandable, you're paranoid paranoid paranoid Afraid of losing control like I'm Icarus when I'm walking out that front door It's understandable. you're paranoid paranoid paranoid Afraid of losing control