Enough

You built the ground where I walk you made sure that everything would be okay When I need you to say it the most, we know that it won't There was always something easier to feel so I let the clarity fall away I can't hold that in I know I should but I don't (There's no right thing to say) Cite all the times I've lost my grasp Whatever it takes to drive my confidence lower It makes me want to leave forever It makes me want to call it over Cause I've been told I should never give a first chance Let alone another chance to Anyone like you It's a convincing thing to retreat into It doesn't matter what you think or I think I need to trust myself to remember the truth But the truth is I'm scared to sit down and talk to you (not by design but there's no time To) All the progress may come undone Put aside that you and I were both once the bad ones All the things I need to unlearn aren't your fault But that's not concrete, that's no fun I thought you had to be a villain so I could be a hero Or I thought I had to be a villain, I didn't feel like a hero I thought I'd slip through the first crack I could find now that the world's irrevocably Broken If I wasn't always talked down from it I would have already split it open But nothing matters at a time like this But what you still have and what you can salvage I used to hope that when the worst was done By then I would have paved my way to go and run My judgement was clouded by what I guess I haven't adequately expressed There's no point in explaining it anymore But it's not like I did my best All the things I'd ask about to change the subject to have disappeared Til it's the two of us sitting in the kitchen knowing we're not supposed to be here Nobody's the enemy I'll push you incrementally I'm all read up on everything I studied all the chemistry I won't test you on anything I should be the last thing on your mind Out of energy and out of ideas You don't need another on your list of fears And no ones superhuman anymore Blown over by the smallest war I know for sure now I am not a burden but I always knew I was a lot of work I thought I could do this forever but then I wonder why I keep getting hurt Forgive me when I act like you're not doing enough cause you're doing so much If you feel like you can't be enough Know you're as much as you can be And that's enough You've done enough, you are enough