No One Is Going to Sleep Tonight

Though you'll never say it I feel like a burden But I'm trying to lighten Or I fulfill the term even more Go try to save me With strings to hold me up Sure I've "made it this far" But I won't be enough You always try to fix me It was some cosmic joke when The punchline was that I Always felt broken I can't call you out It means something else I'm not strong enough to even mention No one is going to sleep tonight You'd thought it would wean off but you're just not right No one is going to sleep tonight Let alone even dream of some better time No one is going to sleep tonight You knew that was something I was going to write I have a feeling But I don't really want it I should really save it For some other better time when Everyone can focus But that might take a while so Don't don't hold me to it I, I can hide it Forget being authentic When I'm just trying to make it to the next day As much as you (They tell you to speak up until you do In the abstract there's nothing wrong with you) But someone wrote it down and called me out But I told them to say nothing I feel like a burden but I am not one All I want is to keep it that way They know what I am They know what I do it for These are not powers this is just something that hurts Someone - someone - called me out Someone someone wrote it down And I thought I could get away with it Slip away unscathed if I say what's expected