Not Buster Keaton (Remastered)

I just want to watch what you're doing I just want to play you in a movies I can't climb in I'm not Buster Keaton I learn but I forget About the consequence I swear I've grown I catch a glimpse and I'm thrown Cause I spend all my time recovering From the sight of what I should be And I spend all my time wondering What I gotta do To be more like I could stay in my lane but I refuse to believe I'm bound to this by more than mere circumstance If you wanted this too I promise I'd leave if I got the chance I just need to get out of my eternal internal monologue I'm not out of my mind You're just on it all the time But I spend all my time recovering From the sight of what I should be And I spend all my time wondering What I gotta do To be more like You kill me you leave me a spirit without a body You are my phantom skin I do not Want to control you I couldn't take you over Be everything you've been So much for building my own self This is not love, it's just hell I spend all my time recovering From the sight of what I should be And I spend all my time wondering What I gotta do To be more like you