Grey Something

Locked inside Nothing much to do Languishing Bored of all distractions that pass the time Isolation cold The truth I fear exposed I'm all alone I try to sleep But when I wake It's all the same again Grey something in my mind Pulling me down Pulling me down Grey something in my mind Pulling me down Holding me down Forgetting things Hopeless thoughts, memories lost Have a drink Two or three, ease uncertainty Insulate Staying away To slow the spread of pain Something grey In my head Stealing light from day Grey something in my mind Pulling me down Pulling me down Grey something in my mind Pulling me down Holding me down Long days of endless night Pulling me down Pulling me down Grey something in my mind Pulling me down Holding me down