iguessthisisgoodbye

All I've ever know is how to cope with the pain I feel so fucking empty I'm just wasting away How I am I supposed to live my life like this? I still question god like why do I exist? When I was younger I was certain I would kill myself And now I struggle constantly with my decaying mental health It doesn't ever stop and it don't matter who I tell I'm feeling so conflicted think I really need some help But you don't need to keep on frontin' like you really cared This bitter sweet release is pressing more then I could bare It's like my mom would tell ain't no shit in life that's fair I guess this is goodbye I'm just so sick of my despair I feel like I should give up I wanna give up I feel like I should give up I'm gonna give up I feel like getting fucked up I pour it in my cup I feel like getting fucked up I'll roll another one Well I changed it up my mind just keeps on switchin' lanes Anxiety is up I'm just so frantic to explain Depression pushing down on me now I wanna blow my brains I keep on dragging through this life I don't do this shit for fame All I've ever know is how to cope with the pain I feel so fucking empty I'm just wasting away How I am I supposed to live my life like this? I still question god like why do I exist? I feel like I should give up I wanna give up I feel like I should give up I'm gonna give up I feel like getting fucked up I pour it in my cup I feel like getting fucked up I'll roll another one