Skin

I hate this life I live I'm suffocating from within The severed ties the broken bond You're quick to post when you hear I'm gone Just you wait and see All days will still have to end I guess you weren't there for me But we were more then just friends How could you lie through you teeth You keep on playing pretend I didn't die on my knees I couldn't do this again By now I'm nothing to you More like a distant memory And now there's terrible news You're shocked you're in disbelief I keep repeating my self What do you not comprehend When I am destined for hell My soul is fucking condemned Don't give a f*ck what you've said cause I am better then this I felt the heat of your breath and the sensation persists To taste your lips was my death when It was more then a kiss And now I'm cold in my bed I know I wouldn't be missed It's like I have to die for anyone to notice me You still don't give a f*ck you have no sense of empathy I had to cut the ties and I had to break away from your grasp You're still a mess you're still holding on to who I was in the past I hate this skin I'm in you've left me feeling so insecure The love I thought I felt is more then I have ever deserved I don't mind If you cut me out my skin I need it so bad I don't mind If you cut me out my skin I need it so bad I wouldn't mind if you slit my fucking throat right here The times gone on and the less I've felt compressed by fear My brain is tired and I'm still thinking of a million words When I'm ready I will die but on my own terms I fucking hate the fake ass people who are just like you They'll only love me when I'm gone cause its the cool thing to do They gonna tell me how they loved me in the comments for me Baby where the f*ck were you then when I was fucking breathing I hate this skin I'm in you've left me feeling so insecure The love I thought I felt is more then I have ever deserved I don't mind If you cut me out my skin I need it so bad I don't mind If you cut me out my skin I need it so bad