When I Die (feat. Xstitch)

Torn apart I'm feeling broken inside Layin' on my back I'm bombarded with questions like am I alright My death is imminent I'm smothered in your ignorance You've left me unsupervised with a whole set of knives guess who's dying tonight Ya ya think you know pain Just take a day in of this ya I think I'm runnin' outta room on my wrist ok Suppression almost impossible Watch me pick up a bottle And throw this all out the window Feelin' like I'm lit up inside Is this what livin' is like There has to be a better way is what I'm tryin to find And if this really is life I gotta find a way out Get out Get out Get out I spent so much just thinkin' how to kill myself Bullet or a belt or overdosing on a pill I gotta brick up on the pedal And there ain't no way I'm slowing down aye Looks like it's freedom for me Ya ya think you know pain Just take a day in of this You never could It have you runnin out the room like a bitch ok Let us show you to the door So get out Get out Get out I know that I will lose this war The clock is counting down the seconds til' I hit the floor I can't wait for when I die Save me from my own life Please put out of my misery I'm dying inside I can't wait for when I die Save me from my own life Depression engulfing me utterly I'm drowning inside my own mind Blacked out closed door legs bruised bed sores Bleeding on my room floor feeling rotten to the core I can't escape my own desire to take the fall Slit writs blade dull f*ck yo bitch end it all Ambulance make the call Feelin' like I'm one foot tall Can't take the damage and I'm all out of time F*ck your good life F*ck your good life Can't take the damage and I'm all out of time I can't wait for when I die Save me from my own life Please put out of my misery I'm dying inside I can't wait for when I die Save me from my own life Depression engulfing me utterly I'm drowning inside my own mind F*ck your good life F*ck your good life Can't take the damage and I'm all out of time