avoidance

(mmm, mmmm) I thought i had you but you left me I'm not the one playing games I feel sad when you're around me You are tattooed in my brain Why do i still feel like I threw my 17s away? My 18 come and now i'm done with u I see you looking at me And then looking away I always change the subject Cause i can't get an A It hurts when talking about something You know im always searching But no matter how hard i try If you think i don't deserve it (dun dun dun dun) (let's go) I'm still trying to forget you You left it all a mess Always making me be someone I wasn't interested Why do i still feel like I'll never be myself again? Now i'm numb And fucking done With u (F*ck) I see you looking at me And then looking away I always change the subject Cause i can't get an A It hurts when talking about something You know i'm always searching But no matter how hard i try If you think i don't deserve it I'm wasting all the weekends Trying to catch a feeling That pushes you away (that pushes you away) I have always wanted you You never really wanted me But why don't you feel the same way? I see you looking at me And then looking away I always change the subject Cause i can't get an A It hurts when talking about something You know i'm always searching But no matter how hard i try I tried so hard So hard You bet that i tried I tried so hard So hard I see you looking at me And then looking away I always change the subject Cause i can't get an A It hurts when talking about something You know i'm always searching But no matter how hard i try (here's the song you asked for)