MENTAL GOODBYES.

I remember oh I remember Your cold and empty hands Calling 911 knowing that you're already dead Saw this coming but it took me by surprise It happened so fast you were restricted to mental goodbyes The light in your fire was out There was no doubt Why did you have to fucking lie? Why did you have to fucking die? Why did you have to fucking lie? Why did you have to fucking die? You said you would but then you didn't Oh no you didn't at all It was so fast, but I still felt the fucking fall The light in your fire was out There was no doubt Why did you have to fucking lie Why did you have to fucking die Why did you have to fucking lie Why did you have to fucking die That bathroom haunts me still The bloodstained on the floor Your secrets engraved in the ash Spill out your fucked up past How long, 5 minutes? 30 seconds? Did you even get a chance to think I've almost joined you a couple times Your silent suicide You're stuck with your lonely flesh Now each day's a detriment My life No matter how hard I try You still died Why did you have to lie? Why did you have to die? Why did you have to lie? Why did you die why did you? Why did you have to fucking lie? Why did you have to fucking die? Why did you have to fucking lie? Why did you have to fucking die?