Painful Tears

People try to label me as crazy But that’s, that’s inaccurate People try to make sense of what They do not know Others try to tell me that I’m lazy But You really don’t wanna go, go, go there But you can’t put me down No mooooore No no You can’t steal my fire now ‘Cuz I I threw away I threw away those painful tears I threw away I threw away those terrible years I threw away I threw away my heart And I’m trying now to put back The girl you pulled apart People always try to stick their heads Where they don’t belong at all And then they get surprised, turn red When I push back, push back Started to think that I’d be better off dead and buried But Here I am instead with a counterattack But you can’t put me down No mooooore No no I’m holding this fire now ‘Cuz I I threw away I threw away those painful tears I threw away I threw away those terrible years I threw away I threw away my heart And I’m trying now to put back The girl you pulled apart And I'm telling you Yes I'm telling you right now I'm telling you You don't know how Looooong it's been Since I Could see myself for who I am But I am so tired I’m so, so tired I am so tired I’m so, so tired I am so tired So, so tired I’m just so tired Just so, so tired So I I threw away I threw away those painful tears I threw away I threw away those terrible years I threw away I threw away my heart And I’m trying now to put back The girl you pulled apart