Enemy Number One

Seven minutes 'Til this is fucking over Losing all feeling Extremities are growing colder My mind is weeping Weeping for something greater I'm breaking down, I think it's time to end this once and for all I'm trying (trying) But nothing (nothing) Is working (working) Never-ending criticism That I impose on myself (on myself) I'll never (never) Be good enough (good enough) Despite everything that I'm saying I'd be lost without this feeling It reminds me when I'm at my darkest That I'm still alive I'm alive, but only for tonight I'm drowning (drowning) Myself (in a) Sea of (self-pity) Apathy continues to swallow me whole (it swallows) Filthy, I'm (hollow) Guilty, I (wallow) Always trying to find the answers Despite my trying nothing matters I am on a mission against myself It makes me feel alive I'm alive, but only for tonight I'm alive, but just for tonight Consider this my final goodbye I am the enemy number one I am dead